There’s a full moon tonight. It is trying to peek out from the storm clouds in the sky. As the clouds move, you see it in all its glory then the clouds move again and cover it. But it’s still there. I know it’s there, even when I can’t see it…because I did see it. Just because the clouds cover it, doesn’t mean it’s not still there big and beautiful in the sky.
I’m still here. Still a whole being. I may be covered in clouds right now which are bringing some storms, but I’m still here. I’m still full, still shining, still doing what it is I’ve been called to do. Be me. I’m being me.
Next month, the full moon will come again. In the meantime, it will be doing what it needs to be doing in order to make the oceans flow and the Universe function. From now until then, one moment at a time, one day at a time, one step at a time, I will be moving forward doing what it takes to make me function. Just because all of me may not be visible right now, I’m still here.
I’m going to stop fighting the weather, stop trying to force conditions before they’re ready. I’m about to bundle up, protect myself from the storms, and trust the Universe to run on course in perfect time.
I’m sad, smart, tired, hopeful, worried, ready for the next chapter, confident, flexible, stubborn, angry, sorry, resolved.